Friday, October 18, 2013

Hospes (First 700 Words)


Prologue:
“I knew both children before they went into comas,” whispered the librarian as she looked down at the two pictures on her desk.
She traced her shaky finger over the little girl’s face, along her jaw line and down her neck. Her eyes were black, and although they were amygdaloidal and young, they were tired. They had the faintest lines from more than a few sleepless nights, as if some artist had given a few too many careless pencil strokes around them. She looked forcedly alert, yet exhausted with a sort of burdensome intelligence, and her eyebrows were faint and flat just below her bangs. Her lips were gently pursed together beneath her tiny nose, revealing the tension beneath the indifference she’d feigned with the rest of her facial expression. The boy’s picture on the other hand, was a shot of him smiling, perhaps too hard in fact. A few too many of his teeth were showing, and his eyes were open and light-colored, although black and white photos rarely do justice to eyes like his. The librarian remembered them. Green. Forest green, like little twinkling emeralds. His freckles appeared in the photo though, faintly peppering his cheeks and chin.
One of the officers leaned forward and rested his hand over the corner of the boy’s photo. He looked ahead at the poor little woman wracking her brain for any other memories of the children.
“This is very important, ma’am-“
“Call me Ms. Grey,” she said with a sad smile. The officer nodded.
“Ms. Grey. Please try to remember them. Any information you can offer would be most appreciated.”
She looked down at the pictures and shook her head, which made a tendril of her long silver hair fall over her shoulder, “I remember Wendell, that’s for sure, boisterous boy. Couldn’t sit still for a minute. I had to send him to detention on more than one occasion for being too noisy in the library. That day though, he came in to check out a book. An actual book! I was pleasantly surprised.”
“Which book, Ms. Grey?”
“Hmm…something by Hemmingway I believe…yes, the Old Man and the Sea.”
The officer glanced at his partner who had been scribbling their conversation into a weathered notepad. The partner stopped writing at the mention of the book’s name, and after pausing to direct his wide eyes at the seated officer, he scribbled even more frantically. It was obvious he was a newbie, a younger, handsome man who had heard the legend in the area about that book.
“Thank you, Ms. Grey,” swallowed the police officer, “That could prove very useful.”
There was a silent pause as the old woman stared down at the girl’s picture again.
“Anything else you can remember? Perhaps about Peregreen?”
“Peregrine. Pair-uh-grin. She made certain I knew how to pronounce it before she left. And no…no, I can’t really remember much. Quiet girl. Barely said a word before she checked it out.”
“Checked what out?”
“Well, the book of course,” said the woman.
“I thought Wendell checked it out.”
“No, no,” she smiled, “Wendell wanted to check it out, but Peregrine had already gotten to it. First to check it out in…a very long time.”
“Understandably,” said the officer, glancing at his partner to ensure he was writing all of that down.
The librarian continued to stare at the two young faces and she shook her head.
“I really don’t remember anything else. They were normal children….Do you really think the book could’ve had something to do with it?”
“It’s far too early to tell, Ms. Grey, but we certainly aren’t ruling anything out,” said the officer, “We’ll call you if we need any further information, alright? In the meantime, if you remember anything else, please give us a call.”
The officer reached into his back pocket and pulled out a small card with the police station’s phone number and address, and his name in all-caps across the top: Officer Jeremy Rife.
“Thank you, Officer. I will.”
“Jeremy,” he said, smiling warmly and extending his hand to her. She grinned and shook it.
“Jeremy,” she said, picking up both photos and tapping their edges on her desk to straighten the deck of two, “I’ll call you if I remember anything else.”
She handed him the photos, they said their polite adieus and the officers left the library to interview their next suspect.

First Glimpse at Hospes!

Hello all,

THANK YOU to everyone who's helped me get 100 likes on Facebook! As promised, here are the first 700 words of my newest book Hospes! Enjoy, and PLEASE leave a comment letting me know what you think! :)

(click here to read it!)

Onward & Upward,

Friday, June 14, 2013

Publisher: CONTRACT time!

Hello all,

It's another overcast day here in Seattle, but I have some EXCITING news! I met with my agent for dinner last night in Corvallis (yes, I know. I was visiting for 6 hours strictly on business and didn't think it'd be prudent to tell ALL of my friends that i was in town. But I'll be back to visit very soon, I promise!)

Anyway, she told me that she's finished the final read-through and she'll draw up a contract within the next few days! But that's not even the most exciting part! One of my best friends, who is also a beta-readers and a bridesmaid, was there to pick me up from dinner, and after I'd told my agent about her impressive beta-reading skills, she hired her on the spot and bought her a brand new kindle ten minutes later from the OfficeMax next door!

Needless to say, we're BOTH ecstatic! But it gets even better! Even though my agent told me last night that my book probably won't hit shelves for another year or so, it's for a very good reason. As soon as I sign the contract, she'll send my manuscript to New York so it has a shot at a big-name publisher, an e-book deal, and possibly even a movie!

I'm playing with the big boys now!

Onward and Upward,

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

How to write a book.

Hello all,

I've had a few people ask me the question "So how do you write a book?" and they usually follow it up with "especially when you've got a wedding to plan and a business to run and work 40 hours a week at a coffee shop?"

I'll save the time management bit for another post. You must learn how to write well before you can learn to write fast.

To write a good book, you must do 3 things.

1. Identify your ideal environment

If you aren't comfortable when you write, your book won't be comfortable to read. It'll feel and sound just as strained as you were when you wrote it. Therefore, choosing your environment wisely is very important. Some authors write best laying on the sofa while typing on their laptop. Others can't focus unless they're sitting in a coffee shop with a pen and notebook handy. Some need music, others need complete silence.

Decide for yourself whether you're more productive sitting by a lake or at the library, or on a bench in a public park.



Don't be afraid to leave your laptop at home if you feel too distracted by the internet. Bring headphones or don't, eat while you write or don't, but always write in the environment that's best for you.

2. Know your style: Planner or Surfer?

Do you prefer to list out every single thing you have to get done in a day? Or do you wake up when you need to and see what happens? Personally, I like to plan out the entire plot, begin writing the story, and deviate from the plan as I feel necessary. If you're a planner like me, you may need to list out an outline, scene by scene, noting the most important event in the scene and nothing else (i.e. the reason why you're including this scene in your story at all). There's a tendency to over-plan or include too much detail in your outline. Resist this. It'll spark the urge to write the details in your story.



If you're a surfer, and you prefer to go wherever the turns of the story take you, begin with a simple concept (Like: A young man in a futuristic world finds out he can jump through time dimensions, or a young model gets attacked by a dog and the doctor treating her is the only one who has ever loved her for more than her looks). Then, just start writing. You don't have to start at the beginning. Pick a scene that fits your mood at the time: sad, angry, confused, embarrassed, frustrated, accomplished, etc. and then write with reckless abandon.

3. Become your characters.

As a writer, I encourage you to write, and write unceasingly. When you're not writing, think about writing, play out scenes in your head and talk to yourself in the voices of your characters.



Experience their feelings. If you allow yourself to fall in love with their love interests, so will your readers. If you let yourself hate their enemies, you will inadvertently make their enemies hate-able. To write a convincing story, you must be convinced yourself.

Onward & Upward,

Sunday, April 7, 2013

So WHAT's my cover photo all about?

Hello all,

You've probably noticed a few blog changes (All of them good). It's now super easy to subscribe (just enter your email to the left). I've also added a "Like" button, and a "Follow" button (Feel free to take advantage of those).

A few of you have been asking about my Facebook cover photo. The one that says "Hospes" across it with a little girl standing next to it. It's a preview of the title of my upcoming book and sequel! The first book is called "Somnis" (which means "Dreams" in Latin), and its sequel is called "Hospes (which means "Guest" and "Host").

I'm 10,000 words into Somnis, and I'm loving the story so far (it's so hard to put it down when I have three midterms to study for, but hey.) I can't tell you very much about it yet (agent's orders), but I can tell you it's about a little girl named Peregrine Aoki (pictured in the cover photo) who discovers that the town she just moved to has a very dark secret, and so does her mother. I hope you're all as excited as I am!

Agent Update:

So initially my agent wanted to send The Middle of the Sidewalk to a small publisher in Corvallis. However, she thinks this book could win some substantial literary awards, so she wants to send it to larger publishers in New York! She is currently reading it through one final time before we'll meet with a group of editors. Then they'll review it, and we'll be ready to send it off to the Big Apple in no time! I've already chosen an illustrator for the front cover and planned out a few giveaways (get excited, everyone).

Lastly, thank you ALL for your continued likes and comments on Facebook, Twitter, Goodreads, and Blogger. I couldn't do it without you.

Onward and Upward,

Thursday, April 4, 2013

FINALLY: The Publisher Finished Critiquing the New Ending!

Hello all,

Just when I was starting to get discouraged about being 2,600 words behind in April NaNoWriMo, I got a call from the publisher.

Now, before I say what she thought of it, I want to tell you why I've posted this in a blog and not on my Facebook page. I can't tell you how important it is to get my name out there before I release my first book. If you'd like to support me, the best way to do that is to read my blog, leave a comment or a like or a tweet, or even become a blog subscriber (Just enter your email on the right). I greatly appreciate your continued support on Facebook (61 likes already?? That's phenomenal!). Every 'like,' 'share,' 'comment,' and 'tag' is extremely helpful, so thank you so much!

Now, for the results. The publisher read the new ending to The Middle of the Sidewalk, and she said she loved it! She wants to re-read it immediately, editing for minor errors and consistency discrepancies. I asked her if she thought she'd have it read before I graduated, and she said "Oh, i wouldn't make you wait that long. You've been very patient with me." Hopefully that means that in the next few weeks or so, my precious manuscript will be ready for the next stage in the process!

Onward & Upward,

Monday, March 11, 2013

Breakfast with a Publisher!

Hello all,

I was in Corvallis yesterday (oh how I've missed it!) where I met the publisher for breakfast at the Broken Yolk on 3rd street. I have bad news, good news, and AMAZING news pertaining to that conversation:

Bad news: She hasn't read my manuscript yet because she's been sick with the flu and allergic reactions.

Good news: Although she hasn't read it yet, she's taking a vacation to the tropics this weekend so she can finish it. She said she just can't wait any longer.

AMAZING news: She's going to send my manuscript to four professional editors in New York! (NEW YORK!) The publishing capital of the world! I can't overstate how excited I am!

She said she can't stress enough that I should be promoting myself as an author and telling everyone about my book The Middle of the Sidewalk (you can read the first 400 words here). As always, I appreciate your support and encouragement. If you'd like to help me out a bit, feel free to like and share my author's Facebook page here (It would help a TON!)

Thank you so much everyone. I love you all.

Onward & Upward,


Friday, February 8, 2013

All about my newest book!

Hello all,

I know it's been quite a long while, but I've hit a burst of literary inspiration! (Funny how being cooped up all day in leu of a blizzard, and being faced with nothing but accounting homework will do that to you). I'm SO excited to announce that I've completely mapped out my new trilogy, Mimbio (Meaning, I've written down every detail in chronological order, scene by scene, 25 pages of it!). Now all I have to do is write it, which believe it or not is the easy part!

I'm extra excited for this piece for many reasons:

1. It's my very first sci-fi/fantasy/futuristic book.
2. It's got a believable love-triangle in it, and I LOVE its resolution.
3. The heroine has dreadlocks. 'Nuff said.
4. This story involves Latin, history, adventure, romance, mystery, and even a bit of philosophy, but if you're now thinking "DaVinci Code," you're gravely mistaken.
5. In the style of one of my favorite movie producers (Shyamalan), THERE'S A TWIST!!!!

I know I've been gone for a long time blogging-wise, so here's an update for you: I haven't heard much from the publisher lately regarding the status of The Middle of the Sidewalk, but I'm going to meet her in person for the first time in mid-March over coffee, so hopefully we'll discuss her review then. I'm so excited about this next book that I'm feeling physically nauseous!

...which probably isn't healthy...

...in fact, it probably means I should go have some tea and a nap or something.

Take care, everyone. And thank you for reading the ramblings in my little corner of the internet.

Onward and Upward,

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Publisher's Review!

Hello all,

SO...The publisher finished reading my book "The Middle of the Sidewalk," and she sent me an email asking me to call her. Here's what she had to say:

"I think this book could win you some awards."

"This has the potential to become a classic."

"This story is a gem! It's so beautifully written."

"You're a literary genius. You've got such talent."

I will DEFINITELY publish this book!"

"Except...one problem...




...You completely botched the ending."




This isn't as devastating as it sounds. I'll admit it, the ending is the hardest for me to write. But it's also the easiest part to fix. She asked me to re-write the last 15,000 words (which is more promising than the complete re-write she asked for with my first book "The Sons of Luther"). That said, it's [partially] back to the drawing board, but it shouldn't take me very long (I'll probably be done before New Year's).

All in all, I'm SUPER ecstatic, mostly because she capped off the conversation with this:

"If you can create an ending as good as the rest of the book, It could be a bestseller. How soon can you get this back to me? I hope to have your book out as a summer read before you graduate."


Onward and Upward,


Tuesday, November 27, 2012

It's been awhile...

Hello all,

I know it's been awhile since I last updated this blog, but I've had so much going on lately.

That said, I did manage to finish reading A Clockwork Orange, and as soon as I find time, I'm going to read Life of Pi. As for my writing, The Middle of the Sidewalk is still with the publisher, and the book I'm writing for NaNo (The Sons of Luther) is only 7,000 words long (I know, I know, I have only 4 days left of November to finish it, but midterms ate away all my time, along with maintaining my Etsy shop, planning my wedding, managing the BU Creative Writing Club, and applying for jobs).

*Phew. Well now that I've listed out all of my excuses, I must find time to write somehow. Thank you all again for being so supportive of my work. The thing that most motivates me to write is knowing I have readers.

I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving. Blessings.

Onward & Upward,

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Off to the Publisher! "The Middle of the Sidewalk"

Hello all,

It's been awhile since my last blog post, but that doesn't mean I've been on vacation. I've finished the final version of "The Middle of the Sidewalk" (read a sample of it here), and I just emailed it to the publisher this morning! I want to thank my amazing editors for all their hard work and for challenging me to become a better author. I couldn't have finished this book without them:

Becca Boddy
Christopher Mikkelson
Ramona Fricke

I've also been working hard on maintaining the BU Creative Writing Club. It seems to be going well! The members have told me they're gleaning a lot from what we've been teaching, and I'm very excited about our meeting tonight (We'll be talking about finding an agent and getting published)!

Finally, since it's NaNoWriMo, I'm already 6,000 words into the re-write of my first book, "The Sons of Luther." Hopefully this version will be even more terrifying after the inspiration I've gotten from Anthony Burgess' "A Clockwork Orange." (Scary stuff, that book. I strongly recommend it!).

Thank you to all of you who read my posts and are there to encourage me. I have everything to thank you for.

Onward and Upward,

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Writing Contest Score: The Results are In!

Hello all,

As you know, I didn't win the RWA Windy City Four Seasons Contest. However, I got some great feedback from the judges. They left me a ton of comments, but I won't bore you with the details. All three judges scored me in a number of categories. Here are the results:

Judges' Criteria:

Presentation: Formatted according to industry standards and contest requirement

Mechanics: Grammar, spelling, and punctuation meet industry standards

Hooks: Story opening grabs reader's attention with an interesting opening line or situation; starts at the correct place. Chapter ending makes the reader want to turn the page

Setting: Setting is clearly defined without extraneous detail; non-intrusive. Writer takes advantage of opportunities to ground reader by using the five senses and a sense of time and place

Characterization: Hero and/or Heroine display traits and flaws; character traits are shown rather than told. Goals and motivation create genuine conflict (not contrived), and secondary characters, if present, are necessary and non-intrusive

Plot: Plot is skillfully set up; believable (or reader is able to suspend disbelief). Plot, external conflict is realistic and not easily resolved because of misunderstanding. Sexual and/or dramatic tension is present or implicit.

Internal Conflict: What's at stake for the Hero and/or Heroine? Can the reader identify it?

Dialogue: Dialogue is balanced with narrative, is appropriate to the genre, moves the story forward, and sounds natural/realistic

Narrative: Narrative moves the story forward. Background information is presented at appropriate time and in character viewpoint rather than author--intrusive. Point-of-view is clear and transitions are smooth and unobtrusive.

Pacing: The entry flows well through the chapter, and every scene is essential to the story.

Overall Impression: Story has potential; reader wants to know what happens next. Writing is vivid, evocative, and appropriate to the genre. Writer uses humor and/or drama effectively. Writer is a "storyteller."




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There was another category (not mentioned above) that was a tie-breaker in case I placed. The category was "Rate how likely you would be to read this whole manuscript." I received a 9 from Judge 2 and a 10 from Judges 1 and 3. I'm extremely proud of myself considering most of the contestants and judges are published authors! I'd say I handled myself pretty well! And the best news is that I made a ton of edits to fix many of these problems before I sent it to my final editor.

Anyway, I'm so excited for NaNoWriMo in 8 days, in which I'll be working on re-writing my first book, The Sons of Luther. Wish me luck!

Onward and Upward,


Saturday, October 20, 2012

Writing Contest Results and Editing Update!

Hello all!

It's been awhile since my last post, but I have a few updates for you!

Unfortunately, I'm not a finalist in either writing contest. However, I lost to a group of very talented authors, so I don't feel too defeated. May the best author win! On a happier note, I'm almost done with the final editing on my second novel, The Middle of the Sidewalk! After I'm done, it's off to a very dear editor of mine and then straight to the publisher!

My goal is to get the book to the publisher by Nov. 1st so I can continue writing my newest novel, Mimbio for NaNoWriMo! I'll be posting weekly updates through November about my progress. My goal is to reach 100,000 words by Dec. 1st. Wish me luck!

Onward and Upward,

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Editor Sneak Peek

Hello all,

One of my beloved editors, Chris Mikkelson, wrote a beautiful review of my book, and I wanted to share it with all of you! Here it is:


A Trip Down "The Middle of the Sidewalk"
Editor's sneak peek by Christopher Mikkelson
At a glance:
Author: Brittney Cooney
Type of Work: Novel
Date of Publish: In progress!
Genre: Literary Fiction
Synopsis: A young boy, recovering from the loss of his brother, struggles to learn to love him
self.

                  It was not hard to draw me in to walk down "The Middle of the Sidewalk," and that's not just because I've known the author and seen her writing develop since we were both in the 8th grade.  No, what really kicked off the journey was my curiosity; her first 400 words (which can be found here) are spoken from one of the most exact perspectives I've read.  I felt as if I were traveling to an alien world, a world precisely like my own except that everything had a place.  As I read on, I learned that world was within the mind of 12-year-old boy Cory Becker.
                  As the story continued, that perspective became a personality, and that personality became a person, and an entire city fanned out around him.  Perhaps more impressively, the world went further inward than outward; Cory's mind, past, and personal flaws are all laid bare to the reader, inviting them not just into his life, but to live it.  Cory's tragedies and triumphs become the readers', and I found myself intensely involved in sharing one particular triumph: meeting Andy, the new girl in school whose brand of oddness threatens to break Cory's ordered world.
                  "The Middle of the Sidewalk" asks a lot of very, very important and interesting questions, and uses the incomplete perspective of a child to answer many of them.  Many, mind you, not all; Brittney respects the reader enough that she leaves many of them for the reader to answer for themselves.  Questions like, what is normal?  How do you define sanity?  And of course, what does it really take to be happy?  I seldom stopped to ponder these questions within the pacing of the story, and when they all hit me when I'd read the end, I found myself happy to be asking myself some questions I'd never pondered before (and as those who know me are aware, that is saying something).  In addition, I realized near the end of the book that while I thought I'd been reading about Cory's life the whole time, the themes in the book expand well as a metaphor for conflicts from a nation-vs.-nation scale, to the battles we all go through within our own minds.
                  The story is a work in progress still; I'm working with the author about letting the reader look past Cory's gaze a bit to see more of the periphery of his life.  As usual, Brittney had an answer for all of my questions, and in fact knows so much about her characters that she could write a separate book about each one.  If she did, I'd be happy to read them, after being allowed to see through Cory Becker's eyes as he walked down "The Middle of the Sidewalk."

Onward and Upward,

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Main Character: Nonnie (PICS)

Hello all,

Introducing Nonnie and her pet cabbit Philomena! (Because every young warrior needs a sidekick, right?)


Nonnie and Philomena are two main characters in my newest book, Mimbio. In this book, I'm going for a fast-paced, action-packed plot with multi-demensional characters and a love triangle setup that hasn't really been done before. It should be both a challenge and an adventure, and I'm super excited to keep writing it tomorrow!

Onward and Upward,

Saturday, September 29, 2012

First Glimpse at my Newest Book: Mimbio!




He was afraid for his life in his own house. He snatched medicines from the cupboards and stuffed homemade quilts into a large sackcloth bag, which was already laden with biscuits and dried fruits and meat and anything else that might sustain his family once they escaped.

If they got out in time.

With trembling hands, he grabbed pairs of socks from the cabinet and crammed them in with the rest of the gear in his makeshift survival kit, avoiding the gaze of the woman at the door. His wife.

He would have to tell her the horror he had brought upon them. Why they were no longer safe in their home, where she’d given their son life seventeen years ago. They had to get out. And for now, there was no time to explain. Whatever was coming sent shivers through his spine.

And few things frightened Hermes Aurelius.

...to be continued.

Writing Goals 2012

Hello all,

I've decided to list out all the goals I have for the rest of 2012. I'm counting on YOU (my faithful supporters) to hold me accountable!

1. Finish editing The Middle of the Sidewalk by October 15th. (Read the first pg.)
2. Place 1st or 2nd in the Suess's Pieces Writer's Week contest on October 22nd.
3. Re-write The Sons of Luther at 80,000 words for NaNoWriMo in Nov.
4. Place 1st in the Windy City Four Seasons Contest in Dec.
5. Finish writing Mimbio by New Year's at 100,000 words. Make it:
          - Action-packed from the beginning
          - Centered around a strong female lead who is also feminine (not sexualized)
          - Unpredictable

As always, thank you for your continued encouragement. I love you all!

Onward & Upward,

Monday, September 17, 2012

Publisher Request!

Hello All,

I can barely contain my excitement! Remember the publisher who gave me the harsh review of my first novel, The Sons of Luther? She just asked me to call her. She said that she couldn't get my book out of her head, and that she wants me to rewrite it so she can critique it again! She gave me SO much good advice, mainly about strengthening my plot and character development. This is what she had to say about me as a writer:

"I think you're a really good writer, you've got talent, there's no doubt about that."

I was surprised to get such a nice critique from her, considering what she said before. But then she continued:

"You're definitely a Kurt Vonnegut or Stephen King kind of writer. You like shocking twists, and yours are well done!"

Did she just compare me to Vonnegut and Stephen freakin' King?! I do believe she did! Just when I thought the conversation couldn't get any better, she capped it off with this:

"If you can pull off these edits and strengthen your character development, I would definitely publish it."

MY ENTIRE WEEK HAS BEEN MADE. Just when I was about to resort to self-publishing, I got the best news of my life! I have hope again, not that I ever felt completely hopeless. Now I know there's a publisher out there who believes I have what it takes! Thank you, everyone, for all your support!

Onward and Upward,

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Want to Read the First 400 Words?


Hello All,

I'm posting the first 400 words from my book The Middle of the Sidewalk, because I'm entering it into the Seuss' Pieces 2012 Writer's Week contest! Feel free to let me know what you think. (I LOVE feedback!):


Onward and Upward,

The Middle of the Sidewalk: Writer's Week 2012


The following is my entry in Seuss' Pieces 2012 Writer's Week. The prompt I chose was "I'm not..."

I’m not aware of another 12 year old who woke up at 7:26am during summer break like I did. It wasn’t because I had anything important to do. I was supposed to be sleeping in, lazing about, forgetting to brush my teeth, and playing with my brother. Except the voice in my head didn’t tolerate laziness.

And I no longer had a brother.

I had started two school years without him already. This morning, my first day of middle school, marked the beginning of a third. As I stood in front of the bathroom mirror looking down at the two sinks in the counter and the lonely toothbrush in the ceramic cup, starting the day without him didn’t seem right. I looked up at my reflection, at the blonde mass of curls that spiraled from my head in all directions. Casey and I used to be a matched set, with identical hair and crystal blue eyes. But now there was only one brush on the counter, one towel on the rack, and one person I could confide in: myself.

In accordance with my strict morning routine, I went back to my room in my blue cotton pajamas that I wore every night and washed every two. I slipped the shirt off over my head and tossed it in the hamper, replacing it with a solid white one from my dresser. I exchanged my pajama pants for my brown corduroy ones, soft, comfortable, and worn at the knees. Then I sauntered down the stairs and sat down in my rickety chair at the head of the dining table where my mother had my coffee waiting for me.

My poor mother.

There she stood, leaning against the chipping kitchen counter and whisking a bowl of eggs with disinterest, although I’m sure she was making something exciting. A cake perhaps. She used to bake only when she was under unbearable stress, but she had turned out the most beautiful desserts since the accident. I dreaded to see her every morning, quietly going about her routine as she had every day since she lost her youngest. She was an empty shell, a graying spirit, distant and unfamiliar to me.

And yet, somehow I supposed we understood each other because she always had my coffee ready for me at exactly 7:29, and she washed my pajamas at noon every 2 days. She understood my need for routine, and I understood her need for silence.

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